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Flyaway.

Tue, 09/08/2009 - 11:09PM by YourstrulyVivien 0 Comments - 37 Views

Hi bitches.
Moved back to blogger. I dont know why either.
Perhaps got tired of onsugar.

Might come back soon!
Byebye.

T-akemyheart@bs.com

Clickies people.


不是你想象中勇敢。

Tue, 09/08/2009 - 9:52AM by YourstrulyVivien 0 Comments - 6 Views

Happy 090909.
I dont know what day is today , just the date.
Shag.

本小姐生病了
Throat inflamation and fever.
Stomach cramps is killing.
Hungry.




What am i ? to you.


Hurts , like a papercut.

Mon, 09/07/2009 - 10:55PM by YourstrulyVivien 0 Comments - 6 Views

How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears,
but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry.
Or how we feel a surge of love for someone.
But we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.

 

Numbed.


Backup plan.

Mon, 09/07/2009 - 1:52PM by YourstrulyVivien 0 Comments - 5 Views

You can see me broken , suffering , hurt.
Through your eyes, what have I become?


Things are going from bad to worse , i dont know what have i become.
Someone's that really smiling from the bottom of my heart ? Or just a broken heart disguised with a smile.
I can't seem to rescue myself from what im experiencing now.
Nobody bothered to either.
Sigh.

Sometimes i lie on my bed , mind ashore.
I’m all alone and i feel , that nothing matters anymore.
I like to think , that things can change.
But I know now , its not true.
It’s irreversible
But you’re still irresistible
And that’s what hurts
Sigh.

Everyday tears , everyday fears , untill someone hears , my silent screams.
Tired of all the things around me.
Tired of hurting. Afraid of loving.
Sigh.




Where did the past vivien go?
Any kind soul would find her for me? :)

 


Not anymore.

Mon, 09/07/2009 - 4:51AM by YourstrulyVivien 0 Comments - 5 Views

Counselling. Cried like a fcuking mad dog.
Stress everywhere , home , relationships and every single nonsense.
z.
Miss h2h talks w brother.
Sigh.



Ya. Screwed everything again. _|_
FML.